I'll be happy when.......... I loose 10, 20,30 pounds. Societies idea of beauty can be SO loud. We start to believe we are not worthy to receive. The Love! The Affection! The job! Or The Lover! Loose ten pounds in one week in huge text on the magazine cover. Be beach body ready in just ten days. Sweat. Hustle. Slay. I'll be happy when I get the lover, but my true self I will have to cover. I can't let them see, all of me. My flaws, my desires, my beliefs. Telling ourselves w